a semester that was.

maybe it's not about finding your way back.

maybe it's about being right where you are.

and from where i'm standing,

i think i surround myself with the greatest people.

i would never wanna be somewhere else right now.

on happy places.

THE QUESTION: What is your happy place this school year?

no matter how many times i got that ang-weird-mo-nikki look after popping the question to someone, i never got tired of asking. in fact, it does make me happy listening about my friends' happy places. i mean, i've been the listener rather than the blabber all my life, but i seldom hear happy yakking. so here goes my month long goal.

kimbs' happy place is her bed (when did it ever become a place?). she said every minute she spends sleeping is time well spent. no wonder she's always smiling when asleep... haha. but really, i can attest to that! her bed is the bestest bed ever! it has happiness sprinkled all over it!

tanya's happy place is her bed, too. she never gets to sleep enough hours to last her a day in school. but those hours make her the happiest being in the world! hahaha i'm not surprised why she's never on time in class.

jeeboy's happy place is his corner coz that's where he feels he has his own world with his computer. i think i know what makes him REALLY happy... his wallpaper! i get goosebumps everytime he lets me see it... then again, he thinks I'M A BOY!

nate's happy place is his room in cebu coz it's where he gets to rest and "reflect" for a few days away from school. the things inside his room from years past also remind him of people who care for him.

i guess a happy place, for some people, is a place they can call their own... somewhere they know that no matter how far they've gone, it'll always be there. and at the end of the day, they will know their way back as if a yellow brick road has been built as they walked.

jorge's happy place is "sa gilid ng CCP", wherever that is. haha. that's where he spent this year's valentines' day with his girlfriend. need i elaborate on this? haha aylabyu jorge. magpakabait ka na ha.

wiland's happy place is the shuttle to greenhills. he couldn't forget the moment a special friend rested her head on his shoulders, telling him she wants to stay that way forever. that was information overload for me, but wth, he's happy! :D

some people's happy place is that where they spend time with people who matter to them. it doesn't have to be an everyday destination. maybe a place they've gone just once... maybe a place they can't even picture out anymore. what really matters is who they were with... and that alone makes the place happy in itself.

mariel's happy place is gonzaga caf (caf up up). knowing her, i think it's because she can't live three hours without food. but she claims that caf up up moments are always fun. i agree with that, too. tuesday-thursday lunch means a break from all the stress with the best friends one could ever wish for!

fay's happy place is the end of the first floor hall in eliazo where she gets her daily doze of sunshine. fay has always been a happy person, she even has vitamins labeled "happiness"! but i have to say the end of the hall does have a great view! and lotsa sunshine! :D

monching's happy place is the basketball court. i've always known him as the basketball player na bali ang balikat. a good one in handling BALLS, nonetheless. haha. he told me two minutes ago it's the courts where he has always found (insert a less cheesy word that refers to refuge)

chester's happy place is his friend's house where he can do the things that boys do when they crash each other's pad. (i wouldn't know haha oh wait, i'm a boy!)

other people find their happy place in the simplest corners of the world. and once they find it, they could never get enough! maybe some choose to see the beauty in the simplest things. maybe happiness isn't really about the extraordinary.

nikka's happy place is hongkong. i remember she left for hk amidst a very busy week! haha... she said it's great to be somewhere away from school. somewhere she could forget about all the workload for a while and just be with her family.

ferline's happy place is baguio. that's where she went once with her friends from uste... just like nikka, she said it feels good to be with everyone else... faaar faaar away from school!
frances' happy place is the bukid (think: farther than my house! that's far mehn) where everything is just peaceful.

and there are some who find their happy place somewhere away from stress. a vacation place of some sort. somewhere different but with the same people. a place that makes them forget the things they worry about... at least for a while.

john's happy place is his SA classroom where he thinks nothing could ever get worse. seriously, this is the most negative happy place i've ever noted! then again, knowing how the loser's brain works, i'm not surprised. his prof makes ibarra appear like mo. theresa, and i mean it. HAHA.

julian's happy place is the bathroom... because he felt like dropping the bomb when i asked him. *seductive look* hahaha.

some people's happy places are just too difficult to understand. but who's to say happiness should have a logic behind it?

ken's happy place is the highschool football field in ateneo. that's where she saw her first shooting star... and then the second... third... and more! all in the same night.

others find their happy place somewhere that had not held much importance until something meaningful happened. a first experience, maybe. or something more that only they can tell.

mia's happy place is in her dreams. she says her dreams are always happy, and it disappoints her to wake up not remembering what she dreamt about. i remember seeing that big smile when she woke up after dreaming about (insert person who should not be named). yeah she really was HAPPY. HAHAHA.

and then there are just some people who find their happy place in the intangible... that which they do not see, but they know, somehow it does exist. and i believe them. :)

hmmm... mine's serendra. because it reminds me of what truly makes me happy. my idea of happiness is saving enough money for the week to have dinner in an expensive restaurant, buy scrapbook stuff in fully booked and shop around... but deciding to buy a burger and a donut to eat outside where children are playing, walk around and enjoy the stars, talk about how life would be after ten years... it's realizing that i only spent half of my weeklong savings for a night i wouldn't want to spend in any other way.

happy end-of-the-school-year mga bords!

this school year has been a roller coaster ride for me. i've had my fair share of skipping heartbeats, flipping stomachs, i'm-the-king-of-the-world moments, rock-bottom drama, near death screams and 360 degree turns... but at the end of the day, i know i'm safe... still strapped on my seat... and ready for the next ride. anyone wanna come with? looking forward to more happy places to blog about!

the curse of ken's drink

24 hours ago... or around that time,
something kept me up.
not the usual thoughts that keep me awake,
not cashmere mafia or one tree hill,
not the internet,
but the two bulls fighting inside my head.


shet. never again.

i wanted to stay up to finish my fil paper,
but i never thought my eyes would be as big as pingpong balls until 7 am!

alive.

and there they were, ken and mar, right in front of me,
with their eyes closed and minds wandering in dreamland,
while i watched the bulls running around my dead brain.

couldn't be more alive.

and there it was, the sunrise,
with its taunting beauty and magnificent rays,
while i watched the bulls still running around my dead brain.

dying.

and there i was, lying flat on fayi's bed,
with my system just as awake as my body was giving up,
while i watched the bulls slowly dying in my dead brain.

z z z z z Z.

DEAD.

to mr. gomez

"every song has an ending, but is that a reason not to enjoy the music?"
-paolo (who, by the way, stole this from One Tree Hill. haha)

even though you're too whiny and melodramatic for a guy, your philosophies never fail to amuse me. you can go on reading your quotes to me over the phone for days, and i'd never get bored. at least i get a lot of new thoughts to blog about. :P

i hate to admit it, but the gay-guy-in-denial is right. i just hope he finds a way to deal with his issues. so much for friends getting their hearts broken. i say BANG them people! we have lives waiting to be lived! and damn them heartbreakers, they don't deserve our sulking! kidding pao. :)

you'll get through it, i just know. :D

and you know i'll always be here to listen to your whining til my ears become red... and you know, too, that i'm so sick of it but heck, you never stop. HAHA.

i'm never on your side, but hey, at least you got somebody patient enough to lend you her ear :P

AND YOU STILL OWE ME AN EXPENSIVE DINNER, which, may i just say, was DUE 2 MONTHS AGO!

Fairytale by PP9

http://yutz.multiply.com/music/item/3/New_Music_2



a hundred days have gone, and i'm feeling so down
it's because now i've finally realized
that i'm not as weak as i think i am
my heart's been telling me that i could never move on
but believe it or not, this feeling i got,
has given me the strength to write this song


say goodbye to the fairy tales
(life that we lived in)
farewell to the fantasy
(bittersweet happy endings)
adios to the butterflies
(tingling down your spine)
and when all things are said and done,
you'll realize that i was the only one.


a thousand reasons there for you to change your mind
but you never gave a chance to believe
in the love that we had to leave behind
so it goes to show we never had to live so blind
we may have been loving for no reason
but i never thought i had to sing these lines


=====

it's been ages since i last listened to this song. ahia is awesome like mcdonald's french fries! :)

can you keep a secret?

In life, if you let it, you can always come up with reasons to give up. But if you don't, you might just find love in places you never imagined-- in your relationship or in your work or in your children. Whatever it is, just don't give up on it. And if you don't get it, you might get something better. --One Tree Hill (again)

hehe...

god knows how many times i've thought the same to myself, but somehow, each time i convince myself i'm doing fine, my mind never fails to tease me with memories of the past. well, you know what they say, it's easier said than done.

and i have to admit--
we're a crumpled photograph i can't bring myself to burn.

i've been so close to giving up many times. and i don't want to see more people giving up anymore. :( it only makes me weaker each time i see them let go of their dreams... some out of hopelessness, some out of convenience. and there are others who let go because of spontaneous happiness. whatever it is, i just hope they don't regret it in the end.

the car breaks down

It was more than just a comet because of what it brought to his life-- direction, beauty, meaning. There were many who couldn't understand, and sometimes he walked among them. But even in his darkest hours, he knew in his heart that someday it would return to him, and his world will be whole again. And his belief in God, and love and art would be reawakened in his heart. -- One Tree Hill

but what if the comet does not come back soon? how long should he wait? a year? a decade? a lifetime? because comets, when they come, they're only visible for seconds, and after that, they're gone. and all he's left with is the memory of witnessing the best thing that the sky could show him. should he live by his memory then? or is he bound to settle for the moon? he looks up during his dark moments, and he sees it shining down at him. and even as it goes unnoticed when the sun is up, it's still there.

yes, it's less captivating than a comet, but it'll always be there.

will Lucas settle for the moon then? we'll see.

bonggo turns uno

i hosted bonggo's 1st birthday party today...

being the cool stepmom that i am,

i got them booze, games and drugs!

--hahaha--

fish and elephant,

you were the life of the party.

thanks for celebrating with us. :)

not anymore

"what happened to you? you're not the nicole i knew before."

...maybe it's coz you don't try hard enough to know what's up with me like you used to. i guess it's right-- when a person's still trying to win your heart, he puts so much effort to show you that he cares. but afterwards, when the feeling subsides, he suddenly forgets that he does.

it's funny how our walks home used to be so short. we'd talk about how my day went... and then his. and how scary or cheesy the movie we watched was. and why certain people are too much to give a damn. and before we even notice, we're in front of the neighbor's driveway... about to kiss goodbye. or walk some more and watch the stars.

i watched the stars tonight. they were beautiful like they always were. it felt good being able to gaze at the night sky again, but after sometime, it got lonely. the stars were perfect. the cold was relaxing. and the moon was smiling. but it was lonely. there wasn't a finger to point the big dipper to me.

but he walked me home. and it felt like the longest walk i've ever had with him. thank god for chemistry, we had something to talk about. i must admit i still learn a lot from him... it's just that he seems so distant already. it felt like walking with someone who's just about to know me. i know he feels the same, too.

well, at least he still cares. maybe tonight, he remembered.

:D

FRIDAY NIGHT. i have officially completed 6 units of this semester!:)

i passed our newsletter earlier this day as a final project for hi165. goodbye, rizal! i think i've had too much of you this sem. it was one of my better classes, though.:P imagine a class that allows you to pass a newsletter with the title "Sigaw ng Katipunan: P_tangIna". oh the liberty. i love you, ambeth ocampo. in my eyes, rizal's merely a perv who was insecure about his height... thanks to you.

and goodbye, accounting! our 4th long exam tonight was pretty much easier than the previous ones... it didn't even take me 3 hours to finish it. i guess waking up early every friday to sit in john's class helped a lot. i just hope i faired well this time. :) oh my, there's just one more accounting left in the course of my life! HAHA. bring it on, beybeh! with acc10 and acc30 down, nothing's gonna stop me now!

now that hell week's finally over, i got to watch OTH! :D quotable lines are always my favorite part of tv series... and look (point's down)! i stole another one again...

"You need to learn to let go of whatever it is that makes you think you're not good enough because that's when you're gonna beat this-- when you learn that you matter." -marvin, One Tree Hill.

i'd have to say this sem has been one of my hardest. (ok, so i just had 5 so far. hehe) but i guess it's being through the toughest that really toughens me. it's tough in a sense that it wasn't consistently dull... or happy... or difficult. it could have been easier that way because i get used to the state after some time. but this sem brought me all the happiness i could ever get hold of, and then pushed me so hard til my face was pressed down on the ground. right now, at least i'm stable. not extraordinarily giddy. not painfully sad. just stable.

OKAY is not the word. because that belongs to those who do not know how they feel. OKAY is such a meaningless emotion.

certain beginnings have opened my eyes to what i thought were improbable. fairytales do happen in real life. only, they don't necessarily end with they lived happily ever after. some may have lived. some may have been happy. but who's to say mine has to end?

mouth was right. some things may make you see yourself less, but at the end of the day, it really is up to you if you wanna concede. it's only when you believe you are capable that you realize-- you really were all along. as for me, i believe i am good enough.

i realized i don't really have to prove myself to anyone. i am good enough for the true friends who accept the person that i am. as we walk away from the streetlight, some may fall a few steps back, others may pace too fast; yet, somehow, when we will for them to do so, our shadows catch up on each other.

you see, the kind of friendship i love most isn't that which involves walking side by side. sometimes, you'd have to walk alone. and when you see a shadow or two catching up, you don't really have to look back and see who it is. because deep inside, you already know. that's what truly matters. and that's why you matter to them.

yet another moment a'blabbing

"Strange how life works. It bites your ass on one cheek yet kisses it on the other. Oh the beautiful balance of pain and suffering with blissful joy and desire."
-Bymbo Buhain (got it from his blog! haha!!! :D)

for the record, this day wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. yes, it was stressful (hey i'm starting to use that word already!), but look, i'm alive! and i'm not even close to death... or dying... or driving to dying. BLAH.

top 5 reasons to smile today:

5...

the last meeting for accounting was our first ever freecut throughout our VENUS IBARRA experience! i hope she gets well, though. i love ibarra even though she gives me 0's for my quizzes. :)

4...

we just had our last long exam for histo... and guess what, IT WAS A SURPRISE AGAIN! he did that too many times already, but i was still surprised! so what makes it a reason to smile? he's giving all of us an A for that test. then again, he cancels our highest grades. OH crap haha!

3...

it's been too long since the last time i had lunch with my favorite people in caf up up. for the past tth's, it's been just me and my sugarplum. haha. the rest were either cramming, busy or just feeling barat. but today kim and mia were there, too! (even though they didn't have classes. awww i love you HAHA) mar, next tuesday will be the last! you better be there :)

2...

KIMONG's going to PARIS for JTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! O my G! ako na excite for you! fast forward to next sem please! oh and when you come back, try smuggling eiffel tower for me, okay? YES you will because you love me :)

1...

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh!!! we had early dismissal for histo, but ais and i stayed to finish our newsletter project. AND THEN when the people from the next class were starting to come in, O my G! i looked up and i saw my chinese class crush already smiling! HAHAHA. we talked. we talked! after so long a time not seeing him, we talked again! hahaha. ok ok, kim still thinks he's gay but whatever kimber!

my thoughts wander like bangaws around tae

now i know what stress means.
and it's not very nice. :\
hehehe.
my body clock has adjusted to 5 am sleeping time.
will it ever change? i hope so.
and i cross my fingers to earlier zZ's. soon.

random thought on the song every little thing by dishwalla:

it's so hard wanting to help someone who doesn't even know what's wrong.
then again, maybe there isn't anything wrong.
maybe you just want some people to remain the same.
but people are bound to change, and change starts somewhere. sometime.
maybe sometime is now. maybe somewhere is here.
maybe there's nothing wrong. maybe you're just not used to it.

shit, did i just talk to myself? HAHA.

updating my bucket list

i wish you'd care a little more than not at all.
if you do, i wish i'd realize-- that really is all i can get.
if i do, i wish i'd learn to be contented

BLAH.

i wrote a song a while ago! i don't know when i'd be able to finish it... or if anyone ever gets to hear it. but heck, i made a song!!! :D that's another check on my 50 things to do before i die list!!

not in the mood...

for your gay stories. quit shitting. you annoy me as i type. argh.
now i can't stand the cold. you must be THAT thick-skinned, huh?
errrr why am i so easily pissed these days?
i need inspiration! god, please grant me inspiration!!! D:

a meteor shower, perhaps?
or the sudden extinction of CHEMISTRY.

i wish i could shift right now.
i don't think i'll ever survive another sem of chemistry.

feck organic chemistry.
feck bs mac.
feck them people who don't understand.

3 random thoughts

1.

merceditas take my breath away. :D i've had more than my share of mini braso de mercedes in the past two days, i think my sugar level has gone beyond outer space. i don't care. HAHA. weee i love ahia :)

2.

may gwapo sa raise your voice. aaahh and he plays guitar! hmmm... i guess it was torture for uncle rommel, ahia and vanessa to watch the movie in hbo, but heck cutie kaau HAHA i hate hilary duff, though. but BUT BUT BUT number 1 pa rin si dan humphrey sa heart ko. and ricky ulman follows close by. teehee.

3.

i've been trying to live without you now,
but i miss you sometimes.
the more i know, the less i understand
and all the things i thought i knew
i'm learning them again
i 've been trying to get down
to the heart of the matter
but my will gets weak
and my heart is still shattered,
but i think it's about forgiveness,
even if you don't love me anymore.

kim's ipod does wonders even if we don't have the same taste of songs. haha :D she made me listen to this, heart of the matter by india ari. lovin' the lyrics beybeh! :)

saturday, be nice.

listening to david archuleta's another day in paradise changed my mood in a snap. almost, i forgot about nanny carrie and everything else that made this night shitty. i love his voice :D :D :D jason's great, too!

YEY ahia's coming tomorrow... he'll be watching incubus on sunday. and between his arrival and the concert, there's gonna be lotsa catching up beybeh! :D

can't wait til i wake up to a new day... it better be good! :)

am i bipolar? errrr.

ym status: panira ng gabi gaaaaah!

Jorge Uy: what the happen?
Nicole Wong: mainit lang ulo ko
Nicole Wong: nanood ako ng one tree hill...nainis ako
Nicole Wong: nainis ako kc mag-isa akong naglakad kanina...
Nicole Wong: nainis ako kc napaghahalata ko na c chester grrr
Nicole Wong: nainis ako kc ang bagal ni berting
Nicole Wong: :P
Nicole Wong: ang bratty ba?
Jorge Uy: di naman..
Jorge Uy: i understand.. seryoso..
Nicole Wong: ows?
Nicole Wong: cool
Nicole Wong: hahahahahah
Jorge Uy: yeah..
Nicole Wong: thanks
Jorge Uy: napupuno ka lang..

aaaahhhh *hug* jorgy porgy, what will i do without you! cut ka nang cut, wala tuloy akong makausap pag bad mood ako. i hate this day :( pumasok ka na sa monday para may kakampi ako.

shoot, shag, marry

haha maka adik kaayo ni! it's julian's (more like the xavier boys') cuter version of our kill, f*ck, marry... and i can't believe i chose to marry the dragon who spits out fire... haha guess who! gago kc si jorge, ang pangit ng choices. it's too bad i can't make my own list. if i had the chance, i'd say shoot, shag, marry the chris keller guy, ricky ulman and penn badgely, respectively! HAHA. in real life, though, i want to

shoot that guy who thinks he's the most abused person in the world... sometimes, i wish i could just say shut up and live on. doi, you have a whole life ahead of you! stop bugging me with your past because it doesn't exist anymore! and stop trying to convince me that i feel the same about my life because i'm happy! and i plan to be that way.

shag my chinese class crush. HAHA. 5 out of 5 people think he's gay, but i REFUSE to believe! and i'm glad he's about to have a girlfriend. see people, he's a man!! he's straight!!!!! and he writes... bonus points? i say plus 50!

marry that guy i'm reminded of when i see penn badgely... the one who brought me avocado shake for peace offering. HAHA. someone teach him how to be sweet please. so the next girl would actually be swept off from her feet! :P

oh well, that's why it's called a game coz they don't happen in real life. BOO!

so jorge... ibarra, limoso, buenafe. shoot, shag, marry.

SONG SHUFFLE

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
"Say" by John Mayer
[haha pwede]

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
"Boston" by Augustana
[bayota!]

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
"Feelings Show" by Colbie Caillat
[wa ko kasabot haha]

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
"Waiting in Vain" by Bamboo
[wait for? SUMMER BREAK]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
"Yule Shoot Your Eyes Out" by Fallout Boy
[unsa man ni uy, grabe ka BITTER! haha]

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
"Apologize" by One Republic
[it's too late to apologize kuno. ahhh paita!]

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
"Dance, Dance" by Fallout Boy
[err?]

WHAT DO YOU OFTEN THINK ABOUT?
"When Everything Seems Wrong" by Ari Hest
[hahaha pwede pwede]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"Masaya" by Bamboo
[bakit ganito ang pag-ibig, ganyan talaga pag bago ang pag-ibig. below the belt ay]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
"Linger" by Cranberries
[haha paita sa akong life]

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
"You Could Be Happy" by Snow Patrol
[nice nice!]

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"I Can See Clearly Now" Bob Marley
[haha inspired ba?]

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
"Sunday Morning" by Maroon 5
[how am i supposed to dance to this?]

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
"Hero Heroine" by Boys Like Girls
[it's too late baby, there's no turning around! haha]

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
"Broken" by Secondhand Serenade
[nah tiwas!]

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
"King of Wishful Thinking" by New Found
[i pretend my ship's not sinking. ataya ani uy]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
"Calm Before the Storm" by Fallout Boy
[let's get this party starting!]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR MOST RECENT EX?
"Overboard" by Ingrid Michaelson
[it will take more than a breeze for me to fall overboard? dili bagay haha]

WHAT ABOUT SCHOOL?
"Falling In Love Again" by Eagle Eye Cherry
[with school? LAME]

WHAT ABOUT YOUR SEX LIFE?
"Hey There Delilah" by Plain White T's
[ooh it's what you do to me. haha ok luud]

WHAT ABOUT YOUR LAST KISS?
"1000 Things" by John Mayer
[i always wanna kiss you, but i always wanna run from you. awww:) okk...btw, si fay man diay ako last kiss HAHA]

thoughts on the tree hill story.

i think lindsay should disappear.
i still like peyton for lucas.
i think lucas is just trying to do what's right.
i think he still loves peyton.
but peyton is just outright mean.
and i love her, nonetheless.
lucas' book says it all.
i think they should end up together.
if the world's meant to tear the best couples apart,
i think it should spare this, at the least.

addicted much?
KEEP THE EPISODES COMING PLEASE! :D

adibablas is salbabida spelled backwards

and once again, you saved me!
...like you always do. :)

you are now officially my lifesaver!
you're like superman!
oh wait, superman's too good to be true.
ok, so i guess you're still t-rex. :))
i can't imagine my college life without you,
and oof! you're leaving in... 6 months?
oh well...you better be heading to europe,
coz you deserve nothing less than that!

CONGRATS! your hardwork finally paid off. :)

...brings me back to the first time you walked me home.
you told me how much you wanted to join JTA,
but you never thought you were good enough.
that moment changed the course of my life.
because that walk home made me realize,
i just had to let you see yourself the way i do
you're more than good enough... so much more!
and it turns out i've been right all along. :)

and the headlines of my paper says,
the paleolithic lifesaver goes backpacking in europe!

to a lifetime partner that is you.

"it's just enough to see a shooting star to know you're never really far."

when does one cross the line between being happy and being selfish? when is it not enough? and when is it too much?

you care so much for people who are bound to hurt you... and in the end, you're always the one to set free. i just hope one day, the clock turns otherwise. that way, i can see you happy with that ONE person every single day.

but now that the clock hasn't changed its heart just yet, you have me. and even when it finally ticks from 12 to 1, i'll still be here.

i love you frankielabs :)

who was your last?

Rule 1: If you opened this you GOTTA take it. Rule 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks Rule 3: Only answer truthfully "Who was your last?"

LAST PERSON.
1.Had a beer with?: misha
2.Went to the movies with? : errr john? or mariel?
3 .Went to the mall with?: mar and ken
4.Talked on the phone with? jonathan
5.Made you laugh? uncle fil HAHA
6.You hugged? fay!
7.You yelled at? : hahahaha john

WOULD YOU RATHER...?
1. Pierce your nose or tongue? nose
2 Be serious or be funny? funny
3 .Drink whole or skim milk?: whole
4. Die in a fire or get shot? get shot

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1.Sun or moon? moon
2. Winter or Fall? fall :)
3. Left or right? left.
4. Sunny or rainy? rainy
5. Peach or Pear? pear
6. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl :D
7. Do You Cook? CAN'T :(
8. Current mood? cold...freezing

IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone? no
2. Sang? yes! hahaha
3. Been hugged? yes
4. Danced Crazy? no
5. Cried? yes hehe

post this as, "Who was your last?"

from good news to bad. blah.

best news i've heard this week: AT LAST, I'M MOVING TO ELIAZO!!!

after two failed attempts, i'm finally gonna have kim, mariel and tobol as roommates! (and of course, fayi's heart and soul ;>) i couldn't contain my happiness when i learned i got accepted. i thought nothing else could go wrong, but i guess God has his way of teasing me.

please don't leave the dorm, kimberly!!! PLEASE!!! :(

maybe you're right... maybe God thinks being in the same room would make the both of us too inseparable. HAHA. i'm still keeping my fingers crossed that uncle james would change his mind, though. then again, nothing will ever break our tandem! after all, we're sisters separated at birth, right? and look at where we are now. look at how we've ended up. bubblegum? no, mighty bond! :)

i remember two years ago, you told me you'd set up a tent in the belfield so we could be roomies. this time, though, i won't do the same. i'll grab two mats, instead, and we could sleep under the stars! that's much much much better, dontchathink?

and if it becomes hard to sleep, we could count the stars... or sheep... or fish! :) :) :)

but kimbs, you CAN'T leave. the door won't open for you. you will be stuck inside room E117. you can only get out in one condition-- that you marry "anonymous" who gave you pokwang! nah, tiwas! so what is it then??

HAHA! :)

i'm a kenken fan! :D

it felt like forever since the last time the five of us were together! this time, it was just kimbs, mar, mia and i... on seats with the greatest view... among other families supporting their kids break their bones. so where's ken?

ON THE STAGE! ...BREAKING HER BONES, TOO! weeeee :D

i love you, ken... i bet your fingers aren't enough to count the hearts you've broken and autographs you've turned down, but dear, i will forever be your number 1 fan! haha! and so are the three others. it was weird sitting beside mar with her bouquet of flowers when i could see all the rest with flowers being parents or boyfriends. HAHA. we're no parents as tita geraldine is to sandie. we're no boyfriends as mike is to sisiw. but we're family. or at least that's what you are to us. sugarplum, your pumpkin pie is so proud of you! *hug*hug*mwaaaah*