on letting go

sometimes, you just have to let go...

of the things that make you angry, of your fears, of your prejudices on certain matters, and of past hurts...

also, of the things that make your life comfortable, of whatever makes you smile for now, of the people you love, and of the little joys they bring...

because maybe you're meant for something more. and someday, you'll realize it was worth all the pain of setting free. :)

tails.

we flip a coin to make tough decisions between our desires and what's right. the coin tells us to do the right thing, but we flip it again and again until it tells us to do what we want. when troubles come, we blame the coin. we blame fate. we say fate has brought us to where we are now. we say fate has told us to follow our desires.

you see, we ask for signs, but we defy them. they're just there so we have something put the blame on when things go wrong. but at the end of the day, we make our own destiny, and there's no blaming anything or anyone else but us.

L for leaver.

...funny, sweet, trustworthy, reliable, never pretentious.

you're also lazy, childish, impulsive and a cigarette vendo machine.

but the best part about you is that you know exactly how to make me smile.

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had i known you're spending your senior year apart from us, i would've tried to make the most out of our last sem together. college would be so much different without you, bai, but shit happens. and there's no way we're gonna let that bring us down! :) rockband and inuman til sawa na ni sa sembreak! pagbinut-an para ma extend na imo curfew! :P

soulmates

big scary green and red lizard, meet not-so-scary-lizard-on-my-leg. =D

the lasts of college summers

i stumbled upon coco's blog on her lasts of college, and i thought it would be a great way to remind myself to seize every bit of my senior year.

so i came up with my own "lasts" thus far...

MY LAST (and only?) ARSA FORMSEM

April 24-26, 2009

MY LAST SUMMER DORM PARTY

May 1, 2009

...and the list will get longer through the coming months.