1. nicole and josef.
you're not to build fences against each other here, dude and dudette, coz your fences have been up long before you stepped inside the house. i have nothing against "love" (or like. i can't seem to draw the line between both) surfacing between two people. really. but think about the people with whom you found "love" (again, or like. whatever) outside the house. just because it feels like you're in another world doesn't mean the real world doesn't exist anymore. the real world has real people in it... people you love or like or whatever. the fact of the matter is that they're people who matter to you. and they hurt, too. so grow up, little kids! one word: IGAT.
2. lucas and peyton
open your eyes, lucas! why do you look so far when the comet is right in front of you?! hai. there are just some people who choose to chase what they can't have, taking for granted those who chose to stay for them. and there are some people who try to be strong for the people they love even if it would mean setting them free... even if it would mean having to see them make mistakes... and do nothing about it. and then there are people who just shouldn't be in the picture. one word: EPAL.
3. _____ and ___
i just realized that i give more importance to what my friends would think rather than how i feel about certain matters. there's this person. he's so much nicer than what most people claim, but i just don't see it working. even before anything happens, i know my friends would never approve of him. and just as much as he tries to be a gentleman, i honestly still try to look for someone else in him. it's just that i can't picture him sitting with us in caf up up for lunch... or shop with us like he's everyone's brother... or go to the movies with us... or just hang out in E117 because we all know he's totally harmless.
because the truth is, he will never be harmless in their eyes. just not good enough. i guess he'll just be too lazy... too carefree... too short... too tactless for them. we don't belong to the same circle of friends. not even the same kind.
it's selfish, i know. and as much as he makes me smile, i don't think it's fair. one word: HAHAY.
29.4.08
26.4.08
17.4.08
and at the end of the day,
wow.
i thank God for sending me the greatest friends i could ever ask for! i mark this day as the first time i was surprised by a "surprise". haha! and the first time i received flowers (yeah i know, whatta loser). i wouldn't have wanted them to be from anyone else... because at the end of the day, these are the people who truly love me... they are the people who have proven to stay. <3
i will forever be grateful for my favorite people-- mariel, ken, mia and kimbs (you were with us by heart)-- for without them constantly by my side, i doubt i would have turned out to be the person that i am now.
i fell short of words to describe this day. soon, i might just find the right words to tell you how thankful and happy i am.
i thank God for sending me the greatest friends i could ever ask for! i mark this day as the first time i was surprised by a "surprise". haha! and the first time i received flowers (yeah i know, whatta loser). i wouldn't have wanted them to be from anyone else... because at the end of the day, these are the people who truly love me... they are the people who have proven to stay. <3
i will forever be grateful for my favorite people-- mariel, ken, mia and kimbs (you were with us by heart)-- for without them constantly by my side, i doubt i would have turned out to be the person that i am now.
i fell short of words to describe this day. soon, i might just find the right words to tell you how thankful and happy i am.
THANK YOU
krissa. isa and her subordinate mikey. jorgy porgy. chester. hana. wiland. jeebs. uncle rommel. mama. monch my 6mate. pialove. stevennette. kachu. friza. droo!. kimbs my soul sister. johnnyboy. madeline. jongski. biboli. cords my fellow pretty. frankie dearest. tanya my summer partner. cocolettes. erich. cookie. dayon twins. clae. shobe mi paborito. mommy. kiki love. nikka babes. nate my ahia-sioti. ken my pumpkin pie. trixie. calejes mah no.1. mia my tobol. anton b. judith. tracy. hanley. daddy kalbo. auntie hya. fayi my lover. kyko my best friend's lover (haha joke). rommelle. auntie myla. reg, carlo. bruce. doms. gabio.
i don't exactly know how to make this sound jolly, but thanks guys. :)
i don't exactly know how to make this sound jolly, but thanks guys. :)
IMY,L.
as misha's trance music goes, "accept certain inalienable truths, prices will rise, politicians will philander, you too will get old, and when you do, you'll fantasize that when you were young, prices were reasonable, politicians were noble and children respected their elders." (Everybody's Free by Baz Luhrmann)
but people can be rather insatiable-- i count myself in.
why is it that when i get what i want, i find myself thinking it's never enough? does that mean i'm not appreciative? but i am, really. or did i ever know what i wanted in the first place? maybe not. maybe i thought i knew what i wanted-- because it sounded so noble, then. i convinced myself i wanted the best for everyone else even if it meant setting my welfare aside.
life is better when you're happy, but life is at its best when other people are happy because of you. i'd like to believe that. i'd like to think my life is at its best right now... but maybe i'm not as selfless as i thought i was. i want to be happy, too. it's not too much to ask, is it?
just for today, at least.
but people can be rather insatiable-- i count myself in.
why is it that when i get what i want, i find myself thinking it's never enough? does that mean i'm not appreciative? but i am, really. or did i ever know what i wanted in the first place? maybe not. maybe i thought i knew what i wanted-- because it sounded so noble, then. i convinced myself i wanted the best for everyone else even if it meant setting my welfare aside.
life is better when you're happy, but life is at its best when other people are happy because of you. i'd like to believe that. i'd like to think my life is at its best right now... but maybe i'm not as selfless as i thought i was. i want to be happy, too. it's not too much to ask, is it?
just for today, at least.
12.4.08
10.4.08
i stick with yes.
i've always asked myself, would i have been happier if i chose otherwise?
do you know the feeling when you so badly want to turn back time and choose heads instead of tails?
...the feeling when you realize you should've planted roses instead of yellowbells?
...or uttered the whole truth instead of keeping it to yourself?
...or chose white over black?
sometimes when we're not happy where our decisions have brought us, we wish we could just close our eyes, count to ten, open them, and then find ourselves back to the moment when we were about to make a choice. we tend to believe that choosing otherwise would have made us better persons.
what we might have missed is that at least one person in this world lost because he chose heads... or got pricked by the thorns of his rose... or suffered because he said too much... or got stained for choosing white.
as for me, i realized there really is no turning back. the yes will always be a yes not matter what. i may have made it too easy for certain people to walk right in and out of my life, that i ended up getting hurt... but that isn't what really matters in a failed friendship.
i tag 'failed' along friendship to emphasize it had ended, but it was a friendship that once made me feel like i was God's favorite! and now that i realized God doesn't play favorites at all, i've convinced myself that every good thing has a price.
maybe pain was the price i had to pay.
but i am happy now. the hurt comes knocking on my door sometimes, but even if by any magic, i'm back to where i was about a year ago, i'd still let him in. after all, i could honestly say i'm stronger now. he made life too easy for me, and he left when my knees were too weak.
now i'm standing on my own. :)
do you know the feeling when you so badly want to turn back time and choose heads instead of tails?
...the feeling when you realize you should've planted roses instead of yellowbells?
...or uttered the whole truth instead of keeping it to yourself?
...or chose white over black?
sometimes when we're not happy where our decisions have brought us, we wish we could just close our eyes, count to ten, open them, and then find ourselves back to the moment when we were about to make a choice. we tend to believe that choosing otherwise would have made us better persons.
what we might have missed is that at least one person in this world lost because he chose heads... or got pricked by the thorns of his rose... or suffered because he said too much... or got stained for choosing white.
as for me, i realized there really is no turning back. the yes will always be a yes not matter what. i may have made it too easy for certain people to walk right in and out of my life, that i ended up getting hurt... but that isn't what really matters in a failed friendship.
i tag 'failed' along friendship to emphasize it had ended, but it was a friendship that once made me feel like i was God's favorite! and now that i realized God doesn't play favorites at all, i've convinced myself that every good thing has a price.
maybe pain was the price i had to pay.
but i am happy now. the hurt comes knocking on my door sometimes, but even if by any magic, i'm back to where i was about a year ago, i'd still let him in. after all, i could honestly say i'm stronger now. he made life too easy for me, and he left when my knees were too weak.
now i'm standing on my own. :)
boredom
WANTED:
SOCIAL LIFE
contact me for suggestions...
or if you think you're one of us.
we'd love for you to join the club.
huhuhu. :(
5.4.08
and it's official!
i failed. pisti ka, chemistry.
ni ma de!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ni ma de!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ni ma de!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ni ma de!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ni ma de!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ni ma de!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2.4.08
April Fool's Day
Date : APRIL 1, 2008
Mission1
THE KIMBERLY AND MADELINE
time : 15:36:23
medium : TEXT MESSAGE
status : ACCOMPLISHED
0917******7 WONG, N.
OMG! Guess who i rode d elevator wit in waterfront!!:) Bago lang jud!!:)
0917******8 ONG, K.
Paolo?Haha.:)
0917******7 WONG, N.
Yeaaaaah!! oh your G!! May kasama xa... friend man cguro kay hndi ko klala!:) nagbaba xa sa 11th flr...hihi!:)
0917******8 ONG, K.
OM! Gi.apas gyud ko nya. Wla xa kblo naa ko sa iyang hometown? haha.. unfair. i think ikaw na jud ang meant 2 b nya...:)
0917******7 WONG, N.
Hahaha den nag tingin xa sakin...ayee! Ingun ko:remember me? ako ung nameet mo sa kfc. (referring to last year's embarrassing summer acquaintance) nagpa autograph kc frnd ko. Hahaha.:) den ingun xa: oh my god yes, ano ulit date ngayon?:)
0917******8 ONG, K.
happy april fool's! samoka!! grr. hahahaha :)
0917******5 ONG, M.
Cooole! samok ka samok!
0917******7 WONG, N.
Hahaha aylabyu madeee!:)
0917******5 ONG, M.
Samok ka!Samok!Aaaaaaaaaahhhh!
0917******7 WONG, N.
Hahahaha aylabyu!:) baws nalang sa uban. HAHA!:)
0917******8 ONG, K.
Grr..(n made's words) samok ka samok...Hahahaha!:)
Mission2
THE BESHY
time : 15:55:50
medium : TEXT MESSAGE
status : ACCOMPLISHED
0917******7 WONG, N.
Oh my god! guess cno na kita ko in ayala!! Shocking mehn!:O
0917******4 TONOGBANUA, M.
misha??:)
0917******7 WONG, N.
NO! it starts wit S and rhymes wit not!:)
0917******4 TONOGBANUA, M.
OMG, are u effin serious?? sabihin ko sana kanina dont tell me si s****! SHET. what's w/ u 2 and malls?! ERRR. inggit ako =S omg, wait nagkita kau? sinong kasama nya?? wait. gina process pa ng brain ko. BUT omg to the next level!!!
0917******7 WONG, N.
HAHAHA oh ur G! Yesyesyo! at frst, akala ko mali lang ako so nagbalik ako.. BUT no! i was ryt! hahaha nag hi xa tapos tinanong ko ano gngawa nya d2.. friend nya daw tga cebu!! :)
0917******4 TONOGBANUA, M.
wait lang...omg!! sino kasama nuya nung nag talk kau? kilala mo? san specifically kau nag talk? ano ung whole conversation nyo? un lang? nandyan pa siya? DETAILS PLEASE!! :(
0917******7 WONG, N.
Hindi ko klala...pero frnd cguro kc nag bisaya man. sa may groceries.. HAHA! sabi nya: uy, musta na? anong date ngayon? Sabi ko: im feeling gra8! its apr1, happy april fools!
0917******4 TONOGBANUA, M.
HAHA very funny. NOT >=\ i hate u. :'( bantay ka lang ba...
0917******7 WONG, N.
Hahaha yehes!:) pareho kayo ni kimong..paolo version lang sa kanya. :)
0917******4 TONOGBANUA, M.
:(( at least hindi kau meant to be!!! UGH. >=\
0917******7 WONG, N.
Aylabyu besh!:)
0917******4 TONOGBANUA, M.
TSE. magkalimutan na tau! >=\ haha =P
Mission3
THE CALEJES
time : 16:20:27
medium : TEXT MESSAGE and YAHOO MESSENGER
status : FAILED
0917******7 WONG, N.
Hahaha mar may chka ako...may bagong girl na bya xa (referring to HANS, M.). Bt dont tel...
0917******6 CALEJESAN, M.
Haha!Chka2!sino man?c m**** ito right?
0917******7 WONG, N.
Yup! Ayeee affected ka?=P Michelle Go...
(Yahoo Messenger conversation in ahia's computer. anyway, the meat of the story was...)
calejesan@yahoo.com
chika! who??? i was about to reply na sana...
nicrae_green@yahoo.com
michelle go nga... na hurt ka mar???
calejesan@yahoo.com
honestly, i'm happy for him...
nicrae_green@yahoo.com
ayyyyy...cge gud! atik lang bitaw mar! happy april fools!
Mission4
THE JEEBOY
time : 20:39:25
medium : TEXT MESSAGE
status : ACCOMPLISHED
0917******7 WONG, N.
Jeebs! Nadaganan daw c katrina halili ug camera crane pag shooting nila??
0922******8 BLANCO, J.
Btaw?? Asa ka kdungog?
0917******7 WONG, N.
Sa news! tanaw dayun! kay hapit na mahuman!!
0922******8 BLANCO, J.
Ay nya nlng ko tan.aw..na unsa iya nawng?
0917******7 WONG, N.
Luud kau! Gshow sa tv.. na trap sya sa ilawm! ambot na unsa iya nawng.. dghan dugo!
0922******8 BLANCO, J.
Kyata btaw? ayay akong crush patay!
0917******7 WONG, N.
Oo! Kaau! haha! shagit bitaw na xa: araaaay ilad lang hapy april fools!
0922******8 BLANCO, J.
GEEH!KYATA WAY ANA O!HAHAHAHA
Mission1
THE KIMBERLY AND MADELINE
time : 15:36:23
medium : TEXT MESSAGE
status : ACCOMPLISHED
0917******7 WONG, N.
OMG! Guess who i rode d elevator wit in waterfront!!:) Bago lang jud!!:)
0917******8 ONG, K.
Paolo?Haha.:)
0917******7 WONG, N.
Yeaaaaah!! oh your G!! May kasama xa... friend man cguro kay hndi ko klala!:) nagbaba xa sa 11th flr...hihi!:)
0917******8 ONG, K.
OM! Gi.apas gyud ko nya. Wla xa kblo naa ko sa iyang hometown? haha.. unfair. i think ikaw na jud ang meant 2 b nya...:)
0917******7 WONG, N.
Hahaha den nag tingin xa sakin...ayee! Ingun ko:remember me? ako ung nameet mo sa kfc. (referring to last year's embarrassing summer acquaintance) nagpa autograph kc frnd ko. Hahaha.:) den ingun xa: oh my god yes, ano ulit date ngayon?:)
0917******8 ONG, K.
happy april fool's! samoka!! grr. hahahaha :)
0917******5 ONG, M.
Cooole! samok ka samok!
0917******7 WONG, N.
Hahaha aylabyu madeee!:)
0917******5 ONG, M.
Samok ka!Samok!Aaaaaaaaaahhhh!
0917******7 WONG, N.
Hahahaha aylabyu!:) baws nalang sa uban. HAHA!:)
0917******8 ONG, K.
Grr..(n made's words) samok ka samok...Hahahaha!:)
Mission2
THE BESHY
time : 15:55:50
medium : TEXT MESSAGE
status : ACCOMPLISHED
0917******7 WONG, N.
Oh my god! guess cno na kita ko in ayala!! Shocking mehn!:O
0917******4 TONOGBANUA, M.
misha??:)
0917******7 WONG, N.
NO! it starts wit S and rhymes wit not!:)
0917******4 TONOGBANUA, M.
OMG, are u effin serious?? sabihin ko sana kanina dont tell me si s****! SHET. what's w/ u 2 and malls?! ERRR. inggit ako =S omg, wait nagkita kau? sinong kasama nya?? wait. gina process pa ng brain ko. BUT omg to the next level!!!
0917******7 WONG, N.
HAHAHA oh ur G! Yesyesyo! at frst, akala ko mali lang ako so nagbalik ako.. BUT no! i was ryt! hahaha nag hi xa tapos tinanong ko ano gngawa nya d2.. friend nya daw tga cebu!! :)
0917******4 TONOGBANUA, M.
wait lang...omg!! sino kasama nuya nung nag talk kau? kilala mo? san specifically kau nag talk? ano ung whole conversation nyo? un lang? nandyan pa siya? DETAILS PLEASE!! :(
0917******7 WONG, N.
Hindi ko klala...pero frnd cguro kc nag bisaya man. sa may groceries.. HAHA! sabi nya: uy, musta na? anong date ngayon? Sabi ko: im feeling gra8! its apr1, happy april fools!
0917******4 TONOGBANUA, M.
HAHA very funny. NOT >=\ i hate u. :'( bantay ka lang ba...
0917******7 WONG, N.
Hahaha yehes!:) pareho kayo ni kimong..paolo version lang sa kanya. :)
0917******4 TONOGBANUA, M.
:(( at least hindi kau meant to be!!! UGH. >=\
0917******7 WONG, N.
Aylabyu besh!:)
0917******4 TONOGBANUA, M.
TSE. magkalimutan na tau! >=\ haha =P
Mission3
THE CALEJES
time : 16:20:27
medium : TEXT MESSAGE and YAHOO MESSENGER
status : FAILED
0917******7 WONG, N.
Hahaha mar may chka ako...may bagong girl na bya xa (referring to HANS, M.). Bt dont tel...
0917******6 CALEJESAN, M.
Haha!Chka2!sino man?c m**** ito right?
0917******7 WONG, N.
Yup! Ayeee affected ka?=P Michelle Go...
(Yahoo Messenger conversation in ahia's computer. anyway, the meat of the story was...)
calejesan@yahoo.com
chika! who??? i was about to reply na sana...
nicrae_green@yahoo.com
michelle go nga... na hurt ka mar???
calejesan@yahoo.com
honestly, i'm happy for him...
nicrae_green@yahoo.com
ayyyyy...cge gud! atik lang bitaw mar! happy april fools!
Mission4
THE JEEBOY
time : 20:39:25
medium : TEXT MESSAGE
status : ACCOMPLISHED
0917******7 WONG, N.
Jeebs! Nadaganan daw c katrina halili ug camera crane pag shooting nila??
0922******8 BLANCO, J.
Btaw?? Asa ka kdungog?
0917******7 WONG, N.
Sa news! tanaw dayun! kay hapit na mahuman!!
0922******8 BLANCO, J.
Ay nya nlng ko tan.aw..na unsa iya nawng?
0917******7 WONG, N.
Luud kau! Gshow sa tv.. na trap sya sa ilawm! ambot na unsa iya nawng.. dghan dugo!
0922******8 BLANCO, J.
Kyata btaw? ayay akong crush patay!
0917******7 WONG, N.
Oo! Kaau! haha! shagit bitaw na xa: araaaay ilad lang hapy april fools!
0922******8 BLANCO, J.
GEEH!KYATA WAY ANA O!HAHAHAHA
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