rambling about the L word.

1. nicole and josef.

you're not to build fences against each other here, dude and dudette, coz your fences have been up long before you stepped inside the house. i have nothing against "love" (or like. i can't seem to draw the line between both) surfacing between two people. really. but think about the people with whom you found "love" (again, or like. whatever) outside the house. just because it feels like you're in another world doesn't mean the real world doesn't exist anymore. the real world has real people in it... people you love or like or whatever. the fact of the matter is that they're people who matter to you. and they hurt, too. so grow up, little kids! one word: IGAT.

2. lucas and peyton

open your eyes, lucas! why do you look so far when the comet is right in front of you?! hai. there are just some people who choose to chase what they can't have, taking for granted those who chose to stay for them. and there are some people who try to be strong for the people they love even if it would mean setting them free... even if it would mean having to see them make mistakes... and do nothing about it. and then there are people who just shouldn't be in the picture. one word: EPAL.

3. _____ and ___

i just realized that i give more importance to what my friends would think rather than how i feel about certain matters. there's this person. he's so much nicer than what most people claim, but i just don't see it working. even before anything happens, i know my friends would never approve of him. and just as much as he tries to be a gentleman, i honestly still try to look for someone else in him. it's just that i can't picture him sitting with us in caf up up for lunch... or shop with us like he's everyone's brother... or go to the movies with us... or just hang out in E117 because we all know he's totally harmless.
because the truth is, he will never be harmless in their eyes. just not good enough. i guess he'll just be too lazy... too carefree... too short... too tactless for them. we don't belong to the same circle of friends. not even the same kind.
it's selfish, i know. and as much as he makes me smile, i don't think it's fair. one word: HAHAY.