cute video :)

starbucks study break thoughts

There’s this feeling of security now that I have an idea where I’m headed after college… like at last, my heart is at peace. Perhaps it’s the uncertainty of the future that kept my heart troubled all along. Then again, I’m still not sure where exactly in this world I’m leading my life to. I don’t think I will ever be. I guess this peaceful feeling isn’t entirely because I know what I want to do, although I give it some credit. But maybe—just maybe—it’s because finally, I’ve decided to let fate take its course. It’s liberating, I tell you; I never knew I could be this free.

last

this day was like any other. i woke up way beyond the time i set my alarm to, studied for my spanish final oral test that i almost missed, went to class for our final presentation, pretended to listen to senora, ate lunch with my favorite people in zekaf, crammed my LS paper, took off to catch a movie with mia and spent the rest of the night with mar in starbucks.

and as i am left awake tonight just like any night, i realize that things will never be the same again.

tomorrow, the sun will wake me up. i will stay in bed as long as i want. i might have to start studying for the rest of my final exams, but i will no longer have classes to consider cutting. no more meetings and papers to cram. no more school nights turned movie nights. no more invading starbucks with dormers.

things will never be the same again.

i'm so proud of you dong