i'm scared

...that i might never be able to let go.
...that i might not be able to love.
...that i might just look for someone in everyone.
...that i might again be vulnerable.
...that i might once more be hurt.
...that i might hurt the people who love me.
...that they might make me feel so happy.
...that they might treat me like i'm the most important person in the world.
...that i might give them nothing but false hope.
...that the next might be only because i want to forget.

bring me back to December 14, 2007... and don't let the morning come ever again.