smile and seem drunk. i don't care a tad bit.

everything's so light today. so light, in fact i couldn't feel my feet touch the ground!

it's weird, my friends say. honestly, it does feel weird. i haven't smiled this much for the longest time. and for even a longer time, i've been stuck with my past. i guess i've finally found the closure that i needed. thanks to the long walk home last saturday. it punctured my heart, but heck, who ever said the world is all sugar and spice.

i've been walking homebound since the start of the year. it was a rocky one, but finally, i'm home... i've never felt this safe.

we both deserve to be happy. things may not have worked out the way i dreamt them to, but it's all good... because beneath the failed love story is a friendship i wouldn't trade for the sweetest chocolate in the world! more than anything else, he is the best friend God has ever created! plus, he makes a good pet dinosaur. hitting two birds with one stone? i say even more!

so forget the hurts and the drama, i'm happy now. :) and this time, it's genuine. deymn the happiness, it's never felt this real.