(May 3-4, 2008)
with calejes, johnnyboi and sioti. :)
i'm sick of mariel's face, but oh well. HAHA ilad lang. finally, our summer dream has finally come true (minus the waves and sea breeze, and more on the chlorine). it's not as we pictured it out-- that being with ken, mia and kimbs. then again, that's exactly God's reason for making tomorrows... so we could bring to reality what we failed to today. just now, i realized something. i never thought someone who's used to express every detail of what her heart's saying could actually understand someone who keeps everything to herself. i guess mar will always be that way. she knows exactly how i feel before i even know i'm feeling it. hahaha... is that even possible?!
i feel like it's been forever since i last sat down with john just to talk about things. things that bother us, things that make us happy, things that anger us, and even things that we don't really care about. i don't know if i'm making sense, but everything seems to matter when we talk... it's as if we can never have enough talking. like when we're about to cover every corner of the story, there's still so much more to follow. his dream kitchen. an addition to my 50 things before i die list. his frustrations on love. my fear to love again. anything. everything. and even after so long a time having the chance to have each other all to ourselves, we realize we haven't changed that much. we may not be like we used to be, but at the end of the day, he's still my big-headed loser. and i'm still his skinny BFF. and above all, we're friends. good friends. even better friends now.
and lastly, my most loved cervinian in the whole cervini (HAHA), SIOTI! :D it's too bad nikki wasn't able to come. otherwise, it would have been the siblings reunited! if i haven't talked to john since forever, i think i haven't talked to nate since forever... and a day! eventhough i don't spend a lot of time with nathan, i've never felt distant from him. those rare moments we get together don't feel rare at all. and our trip reminded me that no matter what happens, he'll always be just a step behind me... constantly checking on my heart and my basketball skills! i've said this a hundred times, but i love you siot. MWAH! :D
i have to admit, i've never smiled this much in months! :) i just had the best weekend with my mostest favoritest people (not everyone, though, but at least those whom i don't get to see that much).
to my sugarplum ken and my inday deng, who probably wouldn't read this, it would have been so much happier if you came. but as long as our swimsuits still fit us, there's always a next time. who knows, next time might just be lurking around the corner. :)
and to my beshy/tobol mia, who apparently reads my blog ( >:\ ), i should have locked you up inside the car! but i love you, and i know you love accounting. so i'm willing to give you space. heehee! :D the batangas experience isn't batangas experience without mia beybeh! so we better clear our schedules soon!
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