2.9.08

one word...

and it changed everything.

experiences prove that my memory always fails me, but every time i imagine that night, i remember exactly how i felt... what i wanted to say... what i said anyway. i guess the reason behind such vivid recollection is because i didn't just keep it in mind. i carved it in my heart--the only regret i've had in my life.

and every time i look back, i wish i had said what i meant to say, but i know well enough i couldn't change the past... and i know even better there's no turning back.

how, then, did sawyer change the ending of her story?
sheer luck, or was her dream really bound to happen?

"...not to cling, but to create enough space. sometimes, you have to let go, and it is when you do that the other returns."
-Dr. Leovino Garcia on Possession

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