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FRIDAY NIGHT. i have officially completed 6 units of this semester!:)

i passed our newsletter earlier this day as a final project for hi165. goodbye, rizal! i think i've had too much of you this sem. it was one of my better classes, though.:P imagine a class that allows you to pass a newsletter with the title "Sigaw ng Katipunan: P_tangIna". oh the liberty. i love you, ambeth ocampo. in my eyes, rizal's merely a perv who was insecure about his height... thanks to you.

and goodbye, accounting! our 4th long exam tonight was pretty much easier than the previous ones... it didn't even take me 3 hours to finish it. i guess waking up early every friday to sit in john's class helped a lot. i just hope i faired well this time. :) oh my, there's just one more accounting left in the course of my life! HAHA. bring it on, beybeh! with acc10 and acc30 down, nothing's gonna stop me now!

now that hell week's finally over, i got to watch OTH! :D quotable lines are always my favorite part of tv series... and look (point's down)! i stole another one again...

"You need to learn to let go of whatever it is that makes you think you're not good enough because that's when you're gonna beat this-- when you learn that you matter." -marvin, One Tree Hill.

i'd have to say this sem has been one of my hardest. (ok, so i just had 5 so far. hehe) but i guess it's being through the toughest that really toughens me. it's tough in a sense that it wasn't consistently dull... or happy... or difficult. it could have been easier that way because i get used to the state after some time. but this sem brought me all the happiness i could ever get hold of, and then pushed me so hard til my face was pressed down on the ground. right now, at least i'm stable. not extraordinarily giddy. not painfully sad. just stable.

OKAY is not the word. because that belongs to those who do not know how they feel. OKAY is such a meaningless emotion.

certain beginnings have opened my eyes to what i thought were improbable. fairytales do happen in real life. only, they don't necessarily end with they lived happily ever after. some may have lived. some may have been happy. but who's to say mine has to end?

mouth was right. some things may make you see yourself less, but at the end of the day, it really is up to you if you wanna concede. it's only when you believe you are capable that you realize-- you really were all along. as for me, i believe i am good enough.

i realized i don't really have to prove myself to anyone. i am good enough for the true friends who accept the person that i am. as we walk away from the streetlight, some may fall a few steps back, others may pace too fast; yet, somehow, when we will for them to do so, our shadows catch up on each other.

you see, the kind of friendship i love most isn't that which involves walking side by side. sometimes, you'd have to walk alone. and when you see a shadow or two catching up, you don't really have to look back and see who it is. because deep inside, you already know. that's what truly matters. and that's why you matter to them.